didn’t mean to uh go inactive but i’m here🥺
this is probably gonna flop AND the thumbnail is so bad sigh ...
Recently I’ve been feeling like a disappointment.
I’ve been failing ALL my classes. And its not because I don’t study, I study and I try my best. I put sm effort into studying and being the best. But, I can never seem to pass the exams.
I don’t know what I’m doing wrong.
Its not cause I’m distracted with guys. I don’t have a crush rn and I don’t talk to any guys.
I’ve been feeling so lost and hurt by my own self and others. I’m so hard on myself. I don’t even know why. And its not that my mom is forcing me to get good grades. Its just. me.
I’ve been feeling so alone in this and I just need someone to talk to. All my “school friends” don’t care about me. I ALWAYS listen to their vents, I comfort them. But when I actually have my own problems and I wanna vent, they don’t care. They say it straight to my face too. They said “I have my own problems so why should I care about yours lol”. That shit really got me. But obviously I kept hanging out with them because I don’t want to be alone.
Is being happy too much to ask for?
I’m disappointing everyone that doesn’t give a shit about me. I’m so tired honestly.
That’s why I haven’t posted in a while. I hate ALL my edits. So I never post them. My self esteem is the size of a fucking peanut. Im done. I’ll take a break from editing. I’ll still edit for you guys but I’m only doing it for you. Even though I should be doing it for myself. And I know it’ll make me even more depressed than I am already, but I love you guys more than the world and I’ll do anything for you even if it puts me in a position where I don’t wanna be in.
I love you guys, and I don’t love myself.
I wish I did.
This is hard for me I hope you understand x
hope you have a good day, somewhat better than mine.
we're all fucking fighters.
sad emma clips @chamqiee
edit: thank you for all the love im crying ...
the better twins // for tagged 💐
thumbnail cc kiwicolorings
🎶 breakeven - the script
thank u agam for adding the mbl !! @sister.aep ...